It is the reason I am asking.*
*I’m sorry.
I am so sorry.*
*— Mark*
—
I folded the letter along its original creases.
My hands were steady by then, which surprised me.
The doctor was watching me carefully.
“Did you know?” I asked.
“He told me there was a child,” he said.
“He didn’t tell me the details.”
“Did he tell you what he was asking me to do?”
“No.”
I looked at the photograph again.
The little boy was sitting on a front step, squinting into the sun.
He was wearing a striped shirt with a small stain near the collar.
He looked like a child who had just been called in from playing and hadn’t quite stopped moving yet.
He looked exactly like Mark.
“I need to sit down,” I said.
The doctor led me to a small waiting area off the main corridor.
Two chairs, a low table, a window that looked onto a concrete wall.
