Rebecca began crying again.
Daniel slowly pulled out a chair.
“Because we lost our apartment, Mom.”
I stared at him.
“Six months ago, I lost my job. We used our savings to pay rent, but eventually the money ran out. I borrowed from friends. Then we fell behind on everything.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”“Because I was ashamed.”
He rubbed his face.
“We had already been told to leave the apartment when we came here with those flowers.”
Suddenly, I understood.
The cake.
The hugs.
The sudden apologies.
“You didn’t come because you missed me,” I whispered. “You came because you needed somewhere to live.”
Daniel lowered his eyes.
“Yes.”
That one word hurt more than anything the doctor had told me.
For years, I had prayed that my son would come home.
And when he finally did, I had mistaken his desperation for love.
“There’s something else,” I said. “I heard you two whispering in the kitchen. Rebecca asked how much longer, and you told her to make sure I didn’t notice anything.”