The farmhouse remains mine. The orchard still blooms every spring.
When the air begins to smell of damp soil and new blossoms, I sometimes think about the soft click of that car door closing behind me. I remember the pain, but I also remember reaching into my purse and feeling the documents, cash, and identification Nicholas had taught me never to surrender.
My children thought they had left an old widow helpless beside a country road. What they actually left there was a woman who finally understood that she did not need their permission to keep the life she had built.
Nicholas had put part of the future in writing. I had put the rest of it in my own name, and when the moment came, I knew exactly how to walk toward it.