Michael stayed. We talked until nearly midnight. I didn’t forgive him that night — I don’t think I even started to. In the weeks that followed, he told me the rest: he’d been drowning in debt, had lost his job, hidden it from everyone out of shame, convinced himself in some warped way that disappearing would free us all from the mess. He abandoned the car, left town, started over, always telling himself he’d come back once he’d “gotten himself together.” “When was that?” I asked. “A year later? Two? Ten?” He had no answer that made it better. “Mom called hospitals for you. She kept your room the same for six years. She thought you were dead.” “I know.” “You don’t get to keep saying that.” He broke down. “I was ashamed.” “You didn’t have to come back fixed,” I told him. “You just had to come back alive.”
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