I was sitting in the second row when the verdict was read.
Ava was beside me.
Her hand found mine when the foreperson stood up, and I held it through all three counts.
Daniel stood very still when it was over.
His lawyer put a hand on his shoulder.
Daniel didn’t move.
Then he turned and looked at me across the courtroom.
I had wondered, for months, what I would feel in that moment.
Anger.
Grief.
Satisfaction.
Some combination of all three.
What I felt was simpler than any of that.
I felt Chloe.
Not as a loss.
As a presence.
As the girl who had begged me to promise that Ava would always have a home, who had tried to call me that night, who had been scared and had written a note in the dark because she didn’t know what else to do.
She had trusted me to find the truth eventually.