I wish I could say I gave him some speech about loyalty and humanity and how one day he’d regret it.
What actually happened was uglier than that.
My face got hot.
My throat closed.
And before I could stop it, tears stung my eyes.
I turned away so fast I nearly dropped my bag.
I heard a chair scrape behind me, then nothing but the pounding of my own footsteps as I left the office I had poured myself into and walked straight into the bright morning sun like a man getting shoved out of his own life.
The second I got inside my car, I locked the doors.
Then I gripped the steering wheel and screamed.
Not words.
Just sound.
Raw, broken sound that ripped up from somewhere deep in my chest.
I slammed the heel of my hand against the wheel once, then again.
I could still hear Nick saying it.