The night before, after the girls were asleep, I sat at the dining room table with my laptop open and revised my slides until nearly midnight.
Emily came down once in her robe and asked if I was ever coming to bed.
“Soon,” I told her.
She smiled in that tired, loving way wives do when they know you’re chasing something bigger than the moment.
“Don’t miss your own funeral,” she said.
I laughed.
Then I kept working.
I remember standing on the back porch around eleven-thirty, practicing the opening lines quietly to myself while the neighborhood sat dark and still.
I wanted it perfect.
Not polished-perfect.
Human-perfect.
Strong.
Clear.
Confident.
The kind of pitch that made people feel, not just think.
By six the next morning, I was up again.
I showered.
I printed backup copies.
I rechecked the numbers.
Emily was already in the kitchen packing lunches, and I helped make eggs while Claire searched for her library book and Maddie insisted she could wear sandals even though the morning was cold.