I wiped away my tears.
“Then why were you saying he needed to get rid of me?”
David looked at me with embarrassment.
“Because I was planning to say goodbye to you tonight and never call you again.”
Those words hurt more than any lie could have.
“Why?”
“Because I was afraid.”
“Afraid of what?”
“That I would fall in love with you as deeply as I loved Nancy. And that one day, I would have to learn how to live without someone I loved all over again.”
I stared at him for a long time.
“Did it never occur to you that I’ve already been through that same pain?”
He nodded.
“It did.”
“Then why did you make the decision for me?”
David remained silent.
I continued.
“For six years, I’ve woken up every morning in an empty bed. For six years, I’ve eaten dinner alone. For six years, on my birthday, I’ve waited to hear a voice I knew I would never hear again.”