“David, you’re a good man. But your fear cannot decide the future for both of us.”
He nodded.
“You’re right.”
I got into the car and left for the airport.
After returning home, we didn’t speak for the first two days.
On the third day, my phone rang.
It was David.
“Mary, I’m not calling to ask you to come back. I just wanted you to know that today, for the first time in a long while, I went back to see the counselor who helped me after Nancy died.”
I remained silent.
“I realized that for the past three years, I haven’t really been living. I’ve just been trying to protect myself from life. And I don’t want to keep living that way.”
His voice trembled.
“But that’s something I need to change myself, not something I should make your responsibility.”