“Yes.”
The answer broke something.
Not loudly.
There was no dramatic crack.
Just a quiet collapse inside a life I thought had already ended.
Michael had died beside me.
Cancer took him slowly.
I fed him soup when he could no longer hold a spoon.
I washed his hair.
Changed his sheets.
Slept in a chair beside his hospice bed.
On his final morning, he squeezed my hand and said, “You were the best part of my life.”
I believed him.
Maybe I still did.
That was the cruelest part.
“Why did it end?” I asked.
“Ruth said they chose their families.”
“How noble.”
David flinched.
“They ended the affair 21 years ago.”
“But kept writing?”
“For a while. The last letters were apologies.”
“To each other?”
“Mostly.”
I looked at the envelope again.
“And that?”
“Michael wrote it to you.”
“Why didn’t he give it to me?”
“I think he gave it to Ruth because he was afraid.”
