My Husband Put My Sick Mother on an Air Mattress and Said He Made the Rules, but What I Did Next Changed Everything

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That had to be worth something.

The trip was announced two weeks into her stay.

It was a business trip, four days, a series of meetings in Seattle that I could not reschedule because they involved external clients and a timeline that had been set before my mother’s diagnosis and that could not be moved without significant professional consequence.

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I arranged everything before I left.

I wrote out the medication schedule on a laminated card.

I put it on the refrigerator.

I also put it on the small table in the guest room.

I put the dates and times of the upcoming chemo appointments on the calendar on the refrigerator and also texted them to Gabriel.

I stocked the refrigerator with the foods my mother could keep down, which after three weeks of chemo I understood well, the specific small foods that were not repulsive to a system that found most things repulsive.

Plain crackers.

Ginger tea.

Rice.

Broth.

Applesauce.

I made a pot of rice before I left.

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I showed Gabriel where the ginger tea was.

I said: she needs to take the anti-nausea medication at eight in the morning and eight in the evening.

 

I want to say this first because it is the most important thing to understand about her and about everything that happened, the specific quality of a person who has spent seventy years making herself small enough to fit comfortably in other people’s lives without inconveniencing them.

Her name is Helen Park.

She was born in 1953, the year before the Korean War armistice, to parents who had come to the United States with almost nothing and who had organized their entire existence around not being a burden to anyone, a value so deeply transmitted that my mother had absorbed it into her bones before she understood it as a choice.

She apologized for the chemo.

She apologized for being tired.

She apologized for the medication schedule.

She apologized for needing someone to drive her.

She apologized for taking up the guest room.

She apologized for eating, which she barely did anyway because the treatment had taken her appetite along with everything else.

She apologized in the specific constant way of someone for whom existence in someone else’s space is experienced as an imposition that requires ongoing management.