Then she led me into the kitchen, sat me down, and waited.
So I told her.
I told her everything.
About the woman.
About the hospital.
About the missed calls.
About Nick’s face.
About the sentence I couldn’t get out of my head.
Yes. You were supposed to keep driving.
Emily listened without interrupting, one hand over her mouth.
When I finished, she sat down across from me and stared at the table for a moment.
Then she looked up.
“You did the right thing.”
I laughed, but there was no humor in it.
“The right thing got me fired.”
“No,” she said quietly. “A cruel man fired you. That’s not the same thing.”
I wanted to believe her.
I really did.
But there’s a special kind of fear that settles into a man when he has children and suddenly sees how thin the line is between being okay and not okay.
I had some savings.
Not a fortune, but enough.
An emergency fund Emily and I had built a little at a time by skipping vacations, driving older cars, saying no to things we wanted so we could say yes to the things we needed.
It would carry us for a while.
Still, that fear sat down in my chest and refused to leave.
I looked around the kitchen at the cereal bowls in the sink, the school art on the fridge, the grocery coupons clipped in a little stack by the fruit basket.
Everything ordinary suddenly looked fragile.
Emily reached across the table and covered my hand with hers.
“We will be okay.”
I nodded because she needed me to.
But inside, I felt like the floor had fallen out.
To understand why getting fired hit me the way it did, you have to understand something about me.
I wasn’t one of those guys who stumbled into a job because it was available.
I loved marketing.
Not in the fake, shiny, buzzword way people say they love things when they really mean they tolerate them.
I mean I genuinely loved it.
The puzzle of people.
The psychology of why one message gets ignored and another makes someone stop.
The chase.
The timing.
The feeling of pulling a client back from the edge with the right pitch, the right tone, the right story.
I loved all of it.
Some boys grow up wanting to be ballplayers or firefighters.
