“Mom, do not say no,” Lily said, her voice rushing through the receiver so fast she overlapped my greeting. “We are booking the Gilded Lantern for the twelfth at seven. It is already set.”
“That is too expensive, Lily,” I whispered, looking toward the hallway where Damon was putting on his boots.
“Jake is helping pay, and Noah is coming home from school,” she said. I could hear the faint, familiar clicking of her silver rings twisting against each other on the other end of the line. “You only turn fifty once. Wear something beautiful.”
Damon stopped by the door, his eyes lingering on my hands as I held the receiver.
“Who is that?” he asked.
“Lily,” I said, placing a hand over the mouthpiece. “She was just asking about the garden.”
He checked his watch, turned the doorknob, and stepped out onto the porch without another word.
I stood there listening to the hum of the old refrigerator, the cold paper towel still pressed against my thumb.
The wind in Oak Creek was cold that afternoon, sending dry brown sycamore leaves scraping across the asphalt of Main Street. I had three hours before the boys got home from their shifts, and my grocery list was already checked off.
I stopped in front of Evelyn’s Dress Shop because the window display had changed since Tuesday.
Behind the glass, on a pale mannequin with no face, hung a dress the color of deep moss after rain. It was silk, with a high neck and long sleeves that gathered at the wrists, catching the pale October light.
I looked at my own reflection in the plate glass, my faded denim jacket and the worn pearl earrings my mother had given me when I turned thirty.
The brass bell above the door chimed as a woman in a wool coat walked out, leaving the door open just long enough for the scent of lavender and expensive starch to reach the sidewalk.
I found myself stepping inside before I could think of a reason to turn back.
The shop was quiet, the heavy green carpet swallowing the sound of my flat shoes.
“It just came in yesterday,” the saleswoman said, coming around a rack of wool skirts. She had a tape measure draped over her shoulder like a silver snake.
I touched the hem of the green silk, my fingers feeling rough against the smooth fabric.
“It is beautiful,” I said, “but I have nowhere to wear something like this.”
“Your family is planning a dinner, isn’t he?” she asked, adjusting a hanger near me. “I think it is time you did something just for yourself.”
The words felt heavy in the quiet room. I looked at the tag hanging from the sleeve: one hundred and forty dollars.
“The dressing room is right through there,” she said, gently taking the hanger off the rod and pressing the silk into my hands.
Inside the small curtained booth, the mirror was framed in warm yellow bulbs. I took off my denim jacket, unbuttoned my plain cotton shirt, and let the green dress slide over my head.
The silk was cool against my skin, fitting close around my waist before falling in soft folds to my knees. For a second, I did not recognize the woman in the glass; she looked taller, her shoulders straighter than they had been in years.
I smoothed my hands down my thighs, feeling the weight of the fabric.
I hurried up the steps, the heavy box tucked under my arm, my keys clinking against the brass lock.
